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狗狗 @ 2009-04-18 00:07

     该 期盼模糊的未来
 还是为 纪念一时的痛快
 该 迷信感情的能耐
 还是要 臣服天意的安排
 一个个爱人散落在人海
 一声声再见不停在倒带
 难道拥抱 都是为告别彩排
 只有我 大惊小怪
 我明白离不开就不要爱 能忏悔难悔改
 这爱情舞台 谁是天才不给淘汰
     莫非要让眼泪慷慨 可爱也可不爱
     才能够 接受不去也不来 自由不自在
 谁不是离不开就是分开 没有理由存在
 要不然 受伤害 也是活该
 爱在当下何来后来
 才能盲目开怀
 在这个 轻易告别的时代
 爱得像 像置身事外

虽然很不愿意承认
极度没有安全感的我
为了不被伤的太深
在彻底敞开自己之前
把别人先拒之门外


 
狗狗 @ 2009-03-29 21:29

每周日加班完回家路上听CRI
连着几周TI&JT的这首<DEAD AND GONE>bilboard蝉联冠军啊
这周终于被eminem帮50cents帮Dr. Dre拉下来了
果然3>2丫
eminem这次出山
rap界又是一场腥风血雨啊

老实讲
还是TI帮JT的好听啊

[T.I. Talking] 
Ay, lemme kick it to you right quick man,
Nawt on some gangsta shit man on some real shit
Anybody who been through the same thing I'm sure you feel the same way
Big Phil, This is for you pimpin'
[Hook: Justin Timberlake (T.I.)] 
Ohh (hey)
I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)
Just tryin to find my way back home (back home)
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone,
And Ohh.. (hey)
I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)
Just tryin to find my way back home (back home)
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone, yeahhe
[Verse 1: T.I.] 
Every had one of them day wish you would have stayed home,
Run into a group of niggas who gettin their hate on,
You walk by - they get wrong,
You reply then shit get blown,
Way out of proportion way pass discussion,
Just you against them pick one then rush them,
Figure you get jumped here thats next,
They don't wanna stop there now they bustin,
Now you gushin ambulance rushin
You to the hospital with a bad concusion,
Plus you hit four times bullet hit yo spine,
Paralyzed waist down and ya wheelchair bound,
Never mind that now you lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started you fussin wit three guys,
Nigga pride in the way but your pride is the way you can f**k
around get shot down anyday,
Niggas die everyday,
All over bullshit, dope money, dice games, for ordinary hood shit,
Could this be cuz of hip-hop music,
Or did the ones with the good sense not use it,
Usually niggas don't know what to do when they back against the wall,
So they just start shootin,
For red or for blue or for blow I guess,
From Bankhead upto your projects,
[Bridge 1: T.I.] 
No more stray now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take time to think before I make mistakes just for my family sake,
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today,
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away,

[Hook: Justin Timberlake (T.I.)]
Ohh (hey)
I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)
Just tryin to find my way back home (back home)
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone,
And Ohh.. (hey)
I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)
Just tryin to find my way back home (back home)
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone, yeahhe
[Verse 2: T.I.] 
I ain't neva been scared I live through tragic,
Situations could been dead lookin back at it,
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen,
But you don't think about it when you out there trappin',
In the appartments hangin', smokin and rappin,
Niggas start shit next thing you know we cappin,
Get locked up then didn't even get mad,
Now I think about damn what a life I had,
Most of that shit look back just laugh,
Some shit still look back get sad,
Maybe my home boy still be around had
I won that fight I lost that war,
I could still see my nigga walkin out that door,
Who would've thought I'd never see Philant no more,
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more,
Cost a nigga his job cost me more,
I'd a took that ass whoppin out for sure,
Now think before I risk my life,
Take them chances to get my stripe,
A nigga put his hands on me alright,
Otherwise stand there talk shit all night,
Cuz I hit you and you sue me,
I shoot you get locked up.
Who? Me!
[Bridge 1: T.I.] 
No more stray now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take time to think before I make mistakes just for my
family sake,
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today,
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away,
[Hook: Justin Timberlake (T.I.)] 
Ohh (hey)
I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)
Just tryin to find my way back home (back home)
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone,
And Ohh.. (hey)
I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)
Just tryin to find my way back home (back home)
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone
[Bridge 2: Justin Timberlake (T.I. adlibs)] 
I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side,
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight,
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride,
That old me's dead and gone, but the new me will be alright,
I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody by my side,
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight,
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride,
That old me's dead and gone, but the new me will be alright, cause

[Hook: Justin Timberlake (T.I.)]
Ohh (hey)
I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)
Just tryin to find my way back home (back home)
But the old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone,
And Ohh.. (hey)
I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)
Just tryin to find my way back home (back home)
The old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone, yeahhe




 
狗狗 @ 2009-03-28 21:39

When I was a child,
I spoke as a child, 
I understood as a child,
I thought as a child ;
But when I became an adult,
I put childish things away.

找<dead and gone>歌词时看到的某博文
很伤感


 
狗狗 @ 2009-03-22 23:56

抽着从JJ那里拿的MILD SEVEN
再灌几口whisky
发呆

连续1个多月
不管多早多晚睡
凌晨3到4点必定醒
然后要么浅睡要么睁眼等天亮
黑眼圈日益发青
再加上烟酒的帮助
遮瑕膏很早之前就没用了
脸色惨白
现在不化妆完全没有信心走出房门

想乘现在身体好多累积点资本
上周六开始正式考验自己的体能
每周六上课
8:30到16:30
每周日加班
赚2倍工资
稍稍算了个账
周六这么上一天
我至少加班10天才能赚回来
这个投资回报不知等到什么时候才能收的回来
平日早上7:40接库
晚上磨蹭到18:30/19:00一切整理好之后回家
除保安之外第一个到最后一个离开
24-7每天连轴转
所有的东西都想学
所有的事情都想一个人全包
想到上班居然觉得还蛮期待的
有时候想想自己都不知道干嘛这么积极
真的就这么成为工作狂
然后所有赚来的钱全部用做投资
居然还做的不错
也许没感情寄托的女人只能这么过日子

到处放电
四处撒网
妄想脚踏几只船
只是看上的人不看我
看上我的人我眼都不高兴抬一下
真真正正叫得不到的永远是好的
每天这么偷偷瞄他几眼
他宿醉他生病他心情不好
我比他老婆更清楚
第二天早上往他桌下塞药
名义上给大家的东西
背地里偷偷给他准备双份
穿超显身材的衣服
故意在他面前转悠
其实自己心里很明白
要是他真的过来了
绝对不会跟他在一起
现在的我十足无赖
想要的拿不到就背地里使坏
他也心安理得的接受
看着我个小姑娘在那里瞎搞
反正也弄不出什么大波浪
偶尔的温柔一下
我就已经笑得跟朵花似的了
完全掉入高手的井里

喝了有点小醉
眼睛也被熏的湿湿的
有人说我只是喜欢酒精的作用
香烟的感觉
想反驳
内心却告诉自己
是真的
我只是钻在自己做的茧里
幻想自己需要的感觉



 
狗狗 @ 2009-02-10 21:29

这两天股市涨啊涨
前两天丧失了进去的机会
不过手里握着的基金外汇形势非常之好
慢慢赚吧
嫁不出去自己给自己养老


 
狗狗 @ 2009-02-10 00:04

everything sucks
nothing can cheer me up
it seems that fun has been gone far far way from me 
there's no reason to be happy

days and nights turn around
i'm getting older and older
and also be more
desperated


so pathetic


 
狗狗 @ 2009-01-28 21:59

板着脸
连续N天
JJ刚格小姑娘哪能嘎搓气额啦
过新年面孔板了嘎长
格样子要一年伐顺额
瞬间气不打一处出
啥人刚过年就要开心
么开心额事体个么就伐开心了丫
再刚帮侬有啥关系

不过讲多了不开心真的就会不开心了
发现自己现在对每桩事情都不上心
懒的啥都不想


前两天看某美剧
正好讲到某人割脉自杀
居然很自然的想到自己要这么割一刀会怎样
吓了一大跳
然后还是很放心
知道自己超级怕痛
要死也不找这种死法
然后就真的觉得自己现在不对了
脑子不知道往哪里搭
作的要死



 
狗狗 @ 2009-01-18 02:49

发现自己现在有个很危险的趋势
对有主的男人很感兴趣
从以前的YXL到XQ到如今的JJ
是不甘心自己依旧单身想证明些什么
还是只是想抢别人的东西
我不知道
只是觉得再这么下去我会万劫不复

前两天忙的焦头烂额
新一年的指标压下来
跟徐老师弄了点不开心
然后XQ又来纠缠不清
正好出去玩
瞬间高估了自己的酒量
纯VODKA再加啤酒
混酒喝的我吐的淅沥哗啦
JJ进厕所陪我
当时我就只是想找个人抱抱
觉得自己好孤单好寂寞
似乎一切都被我弄的一团乱
没想到两个脑袋一交错
嘴唇就碰到了一起
WHAT THE FUCKING MESS!!!!
真的好佩服我自己
刚结婚的人都勾搭上了
小三当的舒服死了

然后今天整个分行年度总结
之后支行自己的饭局
我和JJ都喝多了
两个人居然就在所有人的眼皮底下打情骂俏
现在想来就是要死丫
我还是想要往上爬的人
这么搞下去怎么办
我真的会死的很难看



 
狗狗 @ 2008-07-26 17:42

朋友QQ签名上的这两句话
再美好也经不过遗忘
再悲伤也抵不过时间
第一眼看到
只觉一阵心痛


 
狗狗 @ 2008-06-28 23:06

这两天爱上了这个乐队
上下班反复听他们仅有的两张专辑
然后一个人阴沉到不行

超级推荐他们的MV



 
狗狗 @ 2008-06-15 13:04

就刚刚
在家里
居然被电风扇的电线绊到了
恶狠狠的往前这么摔了下去
左脚膝馒头上出了个小太阳
肿了起来

难道最近我的身体迷上了自摔?


 
狗狗 @ 2008-06-14 22:23

听上去好悲伤好阴郁的吟唱
这张专辑的名字居然叫<Happiness>
好讽刺
其实很早之前就想放上来分享了
只是一直找不到在线听
不过最好听的还是没有


               
                              有没有感觉这张封面看了就好难过?





 
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